I seem to have found a favorite movie. Well, I didn't find it, per se, but I have watched it. You may have heard of it; it goes by the name of Sweeney Todd. I admit, it wasn't and isn't the best movie ever, but the thing that makes it perfect to me is its imperfections. The blood (which there is a lot of, hence why it's rated R) looks so fake it's laughable, Johnny Depp seems to act slightly like he did in Edward Scissorhands, and the storyline between Johanna and Anthony wasn't wrapped up, but I loved it anyway. It didn't need to be realistic to be good, and that's why every time I watched it (yes, all 7), I cried.
YOU MUST SEE IT. D: <
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Monday, April 14, 2008
"Is this the only evidence that proves it, a photograph of you and I?" Was It A Dream, 30 Seconds to Mars
Okay, so the lyrics have nothing to do with the post. Well, they kind of do, in the sense that they're by the band that I will probably fall in love with next. Mmm, their singer already has me. Jared Leto...The name rolls off the tongue, though? Too bad the man's 22 years older than me. A full decade older than Mr. Bert McCracken, eh? I just hope that the age scale doesn't get older than Kurt -- if he were alive right now, he'd be a whopping 42 years old! Is this normal? Don't answer that.
Anyway, Jared Leto is the lead singer of a band called 30 Seconds to Mars, along with the guitar...ehm, I didn't know how to say it. He's also an actor, his movies including Fight Club, Panic Room, Requiem For A Dream, and Alexander. He's got a 5 star rating in looks, but with blond hair, he reminds me of a certain McCracken. This can't be good...it can't mean that I have a thing for scruffy, long, dark haired guys, right? Because Kurt Cobain had blond hair. (Although, I will admit, Bert McCracken got me hooked on blue eyes...his and Kurt's are so amazing!)
School's going alright. Had a butt abscess removed, but other than that, every thing's fine. We're going to have to write a paper about a quote of Anne Frank's though. D'oh! Why must we learn about the Holocaust in Language!? This amuses me a little, even though the Holocaust is a very sad subject.
Nothing really exciting happened, so don't feel too bad.
Sincerely,
ANTIKIRA
Anyway, Jared Leto is the lead singer of a band called 30 Seconds to Mars, along with the guitar...ehm, I didn't know how to say it. He's also an actor, his movies including Fight Club, Panic Room, Requiem For A Dream, and Alexander. He's got a 5 star rating in looks, but with blond hair, he reminds me of a certain McCracken. This can't be good...it can't mean that I have a thing for scruffy, long, dark haired guys, right? Because Kurt Cobain had blond hair. (Although, I will admit, Bert McCracken got me hooked on blue eyes...his and Kurt's are so amazing!)
School's going alright. Had a butt abscess removed, but other than that, every thing's fine. We're going to have to write a paper about a quote of Anne Frank's though. D'oh! Why must we learn about the Holocaust in Language!? This amuses me a little, even though the Holocaust is a very sad subject.
Nothing really exciting happened, so don't feel too bad.
Sincerely,
ANTIKIRA
Sunday, March 16, 2008
"Worse than the fear, it's the lie you told a thousand times before." - Hard To Say, The Used
It would be all too obvious to say that I haven't been on in a while, but I've been busy with school and life and The Used. Speaking of which, I'm so incredibly stupid that I just now realized that I don't have a fighting chance of seeing them live, much less meeting them. Yeah, you can laugh now.
But this is going to be a relatively short post since my cousin, Melanie, is coming to pick up my sister and I to go back to her house for lunch/dinner soon.
I have dyed my hair yet again, and also cut it short. It is now a dark red, chin length. I'm happy with it, shut up.
Told you it'd be short.
Sincerely,
ANTIKIRA
But this is going to be a relatively short post since my cousin, Melanie, is coming to pick up my sister and I to go back to her house for lunch/dinner soon.
I have dyed my hair yet again, and also cut it short. It is now a dark red, chin length. I'm happy with it, shut up.
Told you it'd be short.
Sincerely,
ANTIKIRA
Friday, February 22, 2008
"It's hard to say I held my tongue..." - Hard to Say, The Used
Not much going on, except for the fact that I am now sickened by some of the people in my school. See, there was a fight yesterday, and as far as I know, teeth were knocked out, and blood was everywhere. I didn't see any of it (and I'm glad I didn't), but it was right next to my lunch table.
Nobody has shut up about it since. There are worse and more exciting things in the world than a fight. IT WAS JUST A FIGHT. SHUT UP.
Also, there's this fanfiction oneshot (yes, I write fanfiction. About real people - The Used to be exact. Think less of me now? Too bad) that I've been dying to write. Only...I'm stuck on the beginning. Like, it's two people (a guy and a girl) fighting, and I'm not good at thinking of both sides of the arguement. I have an insult for the guy, but not one for the girl. This royally sucks, as I was really excited to get on my computer and start typing on the bus.
But things just work out that way.
Short yes, but I can't ramble forever. (don't you dare say a word, Paige. xD) Don't miss me too much.
Sincerely,
ANTIKIRA
Nobody has shut up about it since. There are worse and more exciting things in the world than a fight. IT WAS JUST A FIGHT. SHUT UP.
Also, there's this fanfiction oneshot (yes, I write fanfiction. About real people - The Used to be exact. Think less of me now? Too bad) that I've been dying to write. Only...I'm stuck on the beginning. Like, it's two people (a guy and a girl) fighting, and I'm not good at thinking of both sides of the arguement. I have an insult for the guy, but not one for the girl. This royally sucks, as I was really excited to get on my computer and start typing on the bus.
But things just work out that way.
Short yes, but I can't ramble forever. (don't you dare say a word, Paige. xD) Don't miss me too much.
Sincerely,
ANTIKIRA
Friday, February 15, 2008
"I'm so tired, I can't sleep. I'm a liar and a theif." Pennyroyal Tea , Nirvana
Hello all, I'm back with a new entry.
You know how with some bands, like...let's say My Chemical Romance (since they were my favorite first, so let's mention them now), there are people who love Gerard Way, but hate his wife, Lyn-Z, or vice versa. I've encountered the fact that Kurt Cobain's case is just the same.
Let's say you're watching a Nirvana video of some sort. Some of the comments would be as follows:
"stupid ass courtney love, driving him to suicide..."
"Courtney Love was too good for Kurt and he killed himself when he fully relaized that fact."
My point being mostly about this type of comment:
" I Hate Courtney :/... I Love Kurt !!!"
My point is, with famous couples, why is it that some people completely love one person but despise the other? Jealousy? Probably. My friends are 2 of these kinds of people; all around Kurt lovers, but they despise Courtney like all hell. I mean, I know that theories of Courtney hiring someone to kill Kurt are floating around, but seriously. Kurt was happy with her (at one point in his life), so why not just be happy that he was? I hate to think about it myself, but Kurt's kind of...well, dead, so why bother? I don't know. All I know, is that I think that Kurt wouldn't want you hating on his wife. I mean, he called (with threats) NINE times to this editor who was going to publish that Courtney did heroine when she was pregnant.
Eating, I'll be back sometime.
Sincerely
ANTIKIRA
You know how with some bands, like...let's say My Chemical Romance (since they were my favorite first, so let's mention them now), there are people who love Gerard Way, but hate his wife, Lyn-Z, or vice versa. I've encountered the fact that Kurt Cobain's case is just the same.
Let's say you're watching a Nirvana video of some sort. Some of the comments would be as follows:
"stupid ass courtney love, driving him to suicide..."
"Courtney Love was too good for Kurt and he killed himself when he fully relaized that fact."
My point being mostly about this type of comment:
" I Hate Courtney :/... I Love Kurt !!!"
My point is, with famous couples, why is it that some people completely love one person but despise the other? Jealousy? Probably. My friends are 2 of these kinds of people; all around Kurt lovers, but they despise Courtney like all hell. I mean, I know that theories of Courtney hiring someone to kill Kurt are floating around, but seriously. Kurt was happy with her (at one point in his life), so why not just be happy that he was? I hate to think about it myself, but Kurt's kind of...well, dead, so why bother? I don't know. All I know, is that I think that Kurt wouldn't want you hating on his wife. I mean, he called (with threats) NINE times to this editor who was going to publish that Courtney did heroine when she was pregnant.
Eating, I'll be back sometime.
Sincerely
ANTIKIRA
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Loveline: Listen with Caution
Okay, so it's 7:04 in the morning, and I'm listening to a download of this radio show called "Loveline" (only because my favorite band The Used was on it). Thing is, Loveline is a show where the listeners call in about their love life (well, duh, but yeah) and this tends to get pretty weird questions.
So, I'm listening to this radio show having only a vague idea of what I'm going to get (I heard an episode with my other favorite band, My Chemical Romance), and I get so much more than I bargained for (which wasn't a whole lot to tell you the truth). Bert McCracken is the utter King of T.M.I. I learned a couple of things about him and Jeph that, honestly, I probably didn't want to know before.
I now know that:
Bert has "5 and a couple" if you know what he means.
Jeph possibly has a penis piercing.
Dan likes to wank in secret.
Dan wanks at least twice a day.
Dan likes porn. (well, I probably could have expected this one, but it made me LOL anyway)
Also, Dan's brother called in asking if Dan had ever used masturbation as a warmup tool for getting on stage. The answer was yes (I think) It was honestly epic.
You know what I would have asked them, had I been over 18? I probably would have said something along the lines of "This goes for any of you...have you ever thought of any of your bandmates in a sexual fashion?"
...Dang, now I want an answer D: .
Well, I should be getting ready for school. Blog later, maybe, if I have something to talk about.
Sincerely
ANTIKIRA
So, I'm listening to this radio show having only a vague idea of what I'm going to get (I heard an episode with my other favorite band, My Chemical Romance), and I get so much more than I bargained for (which wasn't a whole lot to tell you the truth). Bert McCracken is the utter King of T.M.I. I learned a couple of things about him and Jeph that, honestly, I probably didn't want to know before.
I now know that:
Bert has "5 and a couple" if you know what he means.
Jeph possibly has a penis piercing.
Dan likes to wank in secret.
Dan wanks at least twice a day.
Dan likes porn. (well, I probably could have expected this one, but it made me LOL anyway)
Also, Dan's brother called in asking if Dan had ever used masturbation as a warmup tool for getting on stage. The answer was yes (I think) It was honestly epic.
You know what I would have asked them, had I been over 18? I probably would have said something along the lines of "This goes for any of you...have you ever thought of any of your bandmates in a sexual fashion?"
...Dang, now I want an answer D: .
Well, I should be getting ready for school. Blog later, maybe, if I have something to talk about.
Sincerely
ANTIKIRA
Friday, February 8, 2008
"I'm so fucking happy I could cry." - Nice Guys Finish Last, Green Day
Okay, so, today was a really good day.
I mean really good.
First, in Language, my partner had been absent, so she was finishing the book the whole class was doing a project on. I had been slaving for 3 days trying to get everything we [both] were supposed to do done. Doing two people's worth of work = NOT FUN. So anyway, I'm trying to do all this, and my teacher comes over, asking if I had done my inferences sheet (making 10 inferences from Tom Sawyer). Of course, I hadn't. So, I tell her that I got stuck on it, and couldn't do anymore.
Teacher: "Yeah, but you realize that you have to do the dialectical journal, too."
(I had this done.)
Me: "That's done."
Teacher: "Seriously?"
Me: (I take it out and show it to her, voila, it's done) (I nod)
Teacher: "Oh...well, since I know you've been working so hard, I'll replace the inferences with this, and all you have to do now is the plotline and your vocabulary."
Me: (I smile, knowing that I won't have so much homework now) "Thank you!"
So, now all I have to do is edit my vocabulary and work on my plotline at school and I will be done with the Tom Sawyer novel study! Whoo!
And, I'm not done. Since my birthday is on Sunday, my dad (and her mom) agreed to let us drive up for me to see my friend Sarah! I met her on the internet, but I've already met her in real life, so it's cool. Last time, we could only stay for an hour (since it's a 3 hour drive up there), but this time, we're getting up there earlier, so we might stay for a bit longer! I'm so happy about this! It's the best birthday present ever (well, it would be better if we could watch The Used in concert and Whitney, our other friend, could be with us, but I'll take what I'm getting)!!!
And so goes the end of my wonderful update. See you guys later, I will be prancing around my living room and then playing Guitar Hero.
Sincerely,
ANTIKIRA
I mean really good.
First, in Language, my partner had been absent, so she was finishing the book the whole class was doing a project on. I had been slaving for 3 days trying to get everything we [both] were supposed to do done. Doing two people's worth of work = NOT FUN. So anyway, I'm trying to do all this, and my teacher comes over, asking if I had done my inferences sheet (making 10 inferences from Tom Sawyer). Of course, I hadn't. So, I tell her that I got stuck on it, and couldn't do anymore.
Teacher: "Yeah, but you realize that you have to do the dialectical journal, too."
(I had this done.)
Me: "That's done."
Teacher: "Seriously?"
Me: (I take it out and show it to her, voila, it's done) (I nod)
Teacher: "Oh...well, since I know you've been working so hard, I'll replace the inferences with this, and all you have to do now is the plotline and your vocabulary."
Me: (I smile, knowing that I won't have so much homework now) "Thank you!"
So, now all I have to do is edit my vocabulary and work on my plotline at school and I will be done with the Tom Sawyer novel study! Whoo!
And, I'm not done. Since my birthday is on Sunday, my dad (and her mom) agreed to let us drive up for me to see my friend Sarah! I met her on the internet, but I've already met her in real life, so it's cool. Last time, we could only stay for an hour (since it's a 3 hour drive up there), but this time, we're getting up there earlier, so we might stay for a bit longer! I'm so happy about this! It's the best birthday present ever (well, it would be better if we could watch The Used in concert and Whitney, our other friend, could be with us, but I'll take what I'm getting)!!!
And so goes the end of my wonderful update. See you guys later, I will be prancing around my living room and then playing Guitar Hero.
Sincerely,
ANTIKIRA
Thursday, February 7, 2008
"I'm so far gone now, I've been running on empty." - Lunacy Fringe, The Used
I've been under a lot of stress. School and home stress.
I'm aware that I edited my other post to say that Priscilla wasn't that bad.
She is.
I just did that to make a friend happy.
I would not say that stuff about someone who RUINED my family! She's the one who made my dad start drinking again! She smokes. I do not need that. I am not shortening my life (aka inhaling the second hand smoke off of her fat ass) because my dad wants to have a drinking buddy. This is utter shit. I hate her. I really do. Sorry, Paige, I ain't sugarcoating this one.
I can't ask my dad for anything anymore, even when I really really need it. He'll go off to guilt trip me for needing it in the first place when it isn't even my fault. It's like dealing with a child who won't stop asking "Why?" after everything you say.
And as for school, I don't really care anymore. I'll fail Language and get switched to another class. I'm too dumb for level one, anyway. If my teacher expects me to do an inference sheet (even though it's only 10 inferences from "The Adventures of Tom Sawyer"), she's fucking insane. I don't even know what the heck we're supposed to do on it, and if I did, I would have done it by now. Make sense?
I don't know. Maybe I'm just in a bit of a bitchy mood for no good reason. I'm so far gone now, I've been running on empty.
Sincerely
ANTIKIRA
I'm aware that I edited my other post to say that Priscilla wasn't that bad.
She is.
I just did that to make a friend happy.
I would not say that stuff about someone who RUINED my family! She's the one who made my dad start drinking again! She smokes. I do not need that. I am not shortening my life (aka inhaling the second hand smoke off of her fat ass) because my dad wants to have a drinking buddy. This is utter shit. I hate her. I really do. Sorry, Paige, I ain't sugarcoating this one.
I can't ask my dad for anything anymore, even when I really really need it. He'll go off to guilt trip me for needing it in the first place when it isn't even my fault. It's like dealing with a child who won't stop asking "Why?" after everything you say.
And as for school, I don't really care anymore. I'll fail Language and get switched to another class. I'm too dumb for level one, anyway. If my teacher expects me to do an inference sheet (even though it's only 10 inferences from "The Adventures of Tom Sawyer"), she's fucking insane. I don't even know what the heck we're supposed to do on it, and if I did, I would have done it by now. Make sense?
I don't know. Maybe I'm just in a bit of a bitchy mood for no good reason. I'm so far gone now, I've been running on empty.
Sincerely
ANTIKIRA
Friday, January 11, 2008
"Just look at me. Look at me now, I'm a fake." - I'm A Fake - The Used
"Oh my gosh, she's so fake!"
If you look around enough, you hear this phrase more than enough. What do you see when you read this sentence on the internet, or maybe even a book or magazine? A tall, tan girl who's very thin and bottle blond, with fake boobs and wide hips? A girl who piles on makeup as if it were her very lifeline and looks foolish for doing it? A girl who walks around saying she's someone she's more than clearly not? Is this all it takes to make a fake? I don't think so.
I think everyone can be a little fake at times. I mean, we have to be; we don't want society eating our brains out for little things, so we make intricate masks to hide the shameful secrets we hold. It's quite simple, really.
So why are we making out just a small percentage of people to be "fake", while we ourselves hide the deepest feelings? Who knows, who knows? I'm just a girl, but look at me, look at me now. I'M A FAKE.
Sincerely,
ANTIKIRA
If you look around enough, you hear this phrase more than enough. What do you see when you read this sentence on the internet, or maybe even a book or magazine? A tall, tan girl who's very thin and bottle blond, with fake boobs and wide hips? A girl who piles on makeup as if it were her very lifeline and looks foolish for doing it? A girl who walks around saying she's someone she's more than clearly not? Is this all it takes to make a fake? I don't think so.
I think everyone can be a little fake at times. I mean, we have to be; we don't want society eating our brains out for little things, so we make intricate masks to hide the shameful secrets we hold. It's quite simple, really.
So why are we making out just a small percentage of people to be "fake", while we ourselves hide the deepest feelings? Who knows, who knows? I'm just a girl, but look at me, look at me now. I'M A FAKE.
Sincerely,
ANTIKIRA
Thursday, January 3, 2008
"I buried myself alive on the inside so I can shut you out." - Buried Myself Alive, The Used
Okay, so school's sneaking up on me again like the sneaking thing it is. I only have three days of vacation left to goof off, and let me tell you, it royally sucks. I only have three full days of peace (or not, if my dad's girlfriend keeps coming over) before I have to worry about tests and drama. Oh joy.
But it's not all bad; I just got the 2 other The Used albums I needed (The Used and In Love and Death), and...that's about it. :/ I just hope that this semester won't suck as bad as last semester. And I start taking Gym. Oh, joy. >_>
Okay, so I might have said some bad things about a certain person here...I have actually changed my mind about her. She's actually not that bad (I mean, come on, would a bad person be nice and give you ice cream?...Don't answer that); I think I didn't like her because I thought she was going to try to be a replacement for my mom, and that's not the case. I admit it! I was wrong! Also, I'd like to say that I was also a little bit jealous that my dad's attention wasn't fully on me and my sister. *attention whore* But, Priscilla isn't as bad as I make her out to be.
Sincerely,
ANTIKIRA
But it's not all bad; I just got the 2 other The Used albums I needed (The Used and In Love and Death), and...that's about it. :/ I just hope that this semester won't suck as bad as last semester. And I start taking Gym. Oh, joy. >_>
Okay, so I might have said some bad things about a certain person here...I have actually changed my mind about her. She's actually not that bad (I mean, come on, would a bad person be nice and give you ice cream?...Don't answer that); I think I didn't like her because I thought she was going to try to be a replacement for my mom, and that's not the case. I admit it! I was wrong! Also, I'd like to say that I was also a little bit jealous that my dad's attention wasn't fully on me and my sister. *attention whore* But, Priscilla isn't as bad as I make her out to be.
Sincerely,
ANTIKIRA
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